see red?

I haven't seen so many Cs for a long time... *dazed*
(note: Its dazed. Not dazzled.)

I DID NOT GET MY DISTINCTION FOR WP.

I tried hard....... Ms Kwa.. you know I tried hard....... sobz

A WEB PUBLISHING
A INNOVATION DESIGN & ENTERPRISE IN ACTION
B NEWS WRITING
B ISSUES AND VIEW POINTS
C+ DIGITAL VIDEO PRODUCTION AND APPLICATIONS
C+ INTRODUCTION TO PUBLIC RELATIONS & ADVERTISING
C+ PERSONAL FINANCIAL PLANNING

My -
Semester GPA:
3.077
Cumulative GPA:
3.098

See RED?

I got nothing to say.... I'm feeling pretty irritated now... I still cant believe I did not get a distinction for WP nor did I even touch a B for Financial Planning... And I didnt get the much anticipated Distinction for IDEAS...

I shall not brand myself. But I failed myself... definately...
second time this year...

I'm not sad, nor am I happy. I'm definately not depressed.
I'm just feeling particularly Andrew-y now...


I've lost my faith. again
In everything, in God, in myself, in people...

After putting in so much effort to do my work... and even trusting my results to Him,
I get this kinda shit. SHIT!!! Shit you know.. shit happens.

WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU TELLING ME GOD????? WHAT WRONG DID I DO THIS TIME?
WHY SOMETIMES YOU MAKE ME HAPPY? WHY DURING THE OTHERS YOU MAKE ME SO FUCKING DISAPPOINTED?????

This is the law of the world . Hear ye :

1) No matter what you do, there will be people who hardly put in effort, and effortlessly obtain good results.

2) No matter what you do, results. Yes, the world doesnt give a SHIT about effort. Everything is the results. How you obtain it, morally, ethically or effortlessly, does not matter

3) No matter what you do, be satisfied because of the two types of people above.

4) God's plan is divine. But whether it is for the good of His children is.... debatable.

5) Hack care about life, and life will hack care about you.

6) Dont lose your friends.

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Anywayz... phase out of this pathatic catagary... I haven't seen a depressing thing for days now...
I'm going to blog about much happier things that happened in the past few days in the next post...
Stay tuned peepz...

Andrew - out

(p.s. I actually typed "Andrew - failed" first.. but I realized that I didnt fail.. so I can't put myself as "FAIL" so ... its out... as in "Imma Out Of My Mind" out...)